'Old Friend'

I thought you ( old friend ) were gone for good as you never visit me since 2 days ago. However, you are back today. Why are you back ? I feel much better and comfortable without your presence. Since you are back, I guess I have to handle you again. SIGH...........

I was browsing through youtube yesterday before I slept, listening to music I used to listen last time...Here I would like to share

Guess I Realized Something

I just came back from a night cycling's recee. I just taken my shower and I am currently superb blur, speechless, buttpain, and can't even walk properly. But I did enjoy my time during the night even though I am superb duper physically tired now. I guess I can doze off anytime writing this blog...haha

It has been a while since I wrote in my blog. When I called my friend few days ago, he asked me, "Wei, how come you never update your blog wan?". Actually, not that I do not want write in my blog but I am just busy with everything I have now.

The beginning of the night cycling was nice. We was cycling past through nice sceneries in the city. We took pictures together. However, the middle and end part of the night cycling were seriously a challenge. It has been a while since I cycled. But yesterday, night...I have climbed several 'mountain' and past through lake which I saw people fishing there. ( I do not know Singapore has such a place). However, I realize something when I was climbing up the 'mountain'. The process is indeed challenging, hard, and energy consuming. Somehow, I found it similar to our life. Life is full of 'mountains' which are indeed challenging as well. However, when we encounter these mountain, we just need to keep cycling, keep going, keep struggling, stand up and be strong till we reach the top. No matter what occur in the process, we just need to keep going as there will be hardly any turning back point for us. However, when we reach the top of the 'mountain', the result might not what we want and might turn out to be bad. I have encounter quite a few of this situation when I have struggle and be strong till the top of the 'mountains'. But I still stand up after I fall down at the top of the 'mountain' as I know my path for my life is still long. There are still other 'mountains' and 'path' for me to walk through in my life. If I give up now, what will happen for the rest of my life ? Do I want to be regret of giving up when I looked back in the future. The answer is NO. Do the best for our life. Do not fear of 'mountains' but face it strongly. Just keep going till you have reach the top. You might find what you want at the top of the 'mountain' or I can say, at least I have try if I do not find what I want at the top of the 'mountain'. So, no regret. Forget the sad things and keep on walking on the longer path of our life.

After the night cycling, we reached East Coast Park at around 6.30 am. We all take a short nap. Ming Soon, Yuki and I woke up early and took a walk on the beach ( fake one though ). The air was refreshing and nice. It somewhere clear my mind and I did not recall that I am actually super duper tired at the moment. I took a several pictures of the beautiful sceneries in the morning. Here, I posted one. Well, I guess I will be sleeping whole day today. I hardly can walk now. Tired, tired, tired................



Recently, my 'old friend' has came back to visit me. Usually, he only visit me during the exam period but I wonder why that he visit me so frequent now. However, he only visit me when I am together with my other friends. When I am alone, he do not visit me. I guess maybe is the pressure from the surrounding people. Hopefully I can deal with my 'old friend' soon. His present will only make me worse.

Here I would like to share an anime theme song clip with you all....it is nice and funny though....Enjoy

Even though, I am still sad about what have happened recently...something I do not have control over it

But I am glad that I have become much stronger compared last time

I am glad I have let go some of unneccessary burden after what have happened..something I wish I have let go earlier

Even though, I have much bigger role now in my family, much more responsiblity towards my family and my study

But I will stand up, keep on moving, and do the best for my family. I do not want them to worry about me. I want to let them know, I will do well here.

The most important, I must really think over...the purpose of being here and how to rearrange my life to a better one. I must know what I want to do next in my 3.5 years study here...for the sake of my family

Lastly, I want to thank all my friends again who have supported me. Even though, most of you are not in Singapore but I do know that you all care...That is what make me touched and glad to have you all as my friends.

THANK YOU

Here, I want to say millions of Thank You to my friends, I am really glad to have you all as my friends. I appreciate you all, I am truly grateful that I have you all standing beside me and supporting me

Thank you, Sankara. Even though you are at Russia and unable to come over, you still ask your mum to come over. I am touched and we will forever be best friend.

Thank you, Kenneth for calling from USA and helping me out in my assignment.

Thank you, Andrew for calling from Australia

Thank you, Aaron for calling from Australia and pray for me and my family

Thank you, Mark and Shuraj for coming over once both of you get the news

Thank you, Jessica for all the encouragement sms-es. Friend in need are friend indeed. I truly appreciate it. I promise I will be strong.

Thank you, Yong Wong and Yong Joo for the sms-es. I am touched and I am glad to have both of you as my friends

Thank you, Yuan Long, Chin Yong, Vee Ming, Yong Kooi for coming over and talk with me

Thank you, Kim Wong, Edward and Thomas for you concern. I am truly appreciate it.

Thank you, Sue Swan and Chai Yuen for the encouragement sms before I leave Singapore and helping me out in my lab and assignments.

Thank you, Venkates for sending me sms even though you are at India now.

Thank you, Kenny for sending email to me, asking my conditions. I am touched by the email. Kenny, I am happy to have you as my friend.

Thank you, Kah Kheng for calling me. You will be always my brother.

Thank you, my good daughter for the understanding and encouragement. Again, I would to say here...I am truly glad I have you as my daughter.

Thank you, Jin Ro and Su Yin for your encouragement. I will take care of myself and be strong.

Thank you, Benjamin, Weng Phoon for the calls.

I am truly glad to have these great friends. At least, I know that I always have friends beside me and supporting me. Thank you again

Regards
Boon Tiong