At this moment of time,
I should be sleeping,
Yet here I am,
Mumbling at my blog

I was unhappy last few days ago,
No one actually knew about it,
I have to handle too many things and being a middle men is not that I always to be,
Sometimes I hope I am not the person I am now,
I prefer sometimes I am someone normal,
When no one actually will look up on me,
Which will be the better way if I want to live a simple life next semester

I really hope I can live a simple life next semester,
Staying out of problems is my aim now,
Even though I know avoiding will not be the way,
But let me be one for a while....
As I am really tired of facing problems now...
REALLY TIRED....
..*yawn*...

Capricorn

Capricorn

Fake expression is the art of Capricorn
Who born in the month of January
This is indeed truth
Happy on the outside but sad in the heart
Smile happily as nothing happened
But in fact, they just have so many things in their heart
Somehow, this is their attitude and fate
They are destined to behave this way
They have no choice but keep moving on
Even though with a heavy burden
Even though with unhappy feeling
Even though with the feeling of giving up
Even though they are suffering in the night alone
When no one know about it
This is meant to be that way

Do not worry for Capricorn
Who born in the month of January
They are strong
Even though sometimes they are weak inside
They realize the fact of life
No matter how hard it is
How painful it is
How lonely they are
They will still walk through the path of life
No one really understand them
As they like to kept things in their heart
They do not like to share
As they prefer no one know about it
What is the use of people knowing it?
They can’t help
Is always back to own self
To manage what inside of our heart
To face the evil and sadness in our heart
This is indeed the characteristics of Capricorn
Who born in the month of January


Something I wrote after a talk with a friend of mine

Trip Back Home

Conclusion
Not so ok but I will be ok... :-)
There is something I need to let go..i guess time will do it...

Two phrases to be shared

- God won't give you something you can't take
So, face it and everything will be fine

- People who suffer the most is the one who doesn't know what they want
Be sure with what you want..the most basic thing in our life..everything will be fine in the end....

Somehow, I just like these songs...Addicted to it...Enjoy...haha

:-)

Past

I wander in my past,
Thinking about the sweet memories,
How I miss these times,
The times when I have laughter more than sadness,
The times when I have less worries,
The times when I smile more,
The times when I can once be my true self,
The times when I can have my freedom,
The times when I can say out my heart words,
The times when I do not have to hide myself around a corner,
I wonder,
How come I have a drastic change,
Can't I turn back the time ?
To be the old me,
To maintain everything as the past.....

Aku merayau di masa lampauku,
Memikirkan kenangan manisku,
Betapa aku rindu akan kenangan itu,
Masa di mana aku ketawa lebih dari kepiluan,
Masa di mana kerisauanku kurang,
Masa di mana aku senyum lebih,
Masa di mana aku benar benar aku,
Masa di mana aku seperti burung, bebas
Masa di mana aku meluahkan isi hatiku,
Masa di mana aku tidak perlu menyembunyikan diri sebenarku,
Aku fikir,
Mengapa perubahan drastik berlaku padaku,
Bolehku memutarkan kembali masa,
Untuk menjadi diriku pada masa lampau,
Supaya segalanya tidak berubah.....


Below, is something my ex-classmates and I have produced...turn on ur audio louder and enjoy...how I miss those times

Di bawah, ialah hasilan aku dan rakan sekelasku...sila naikkan tahap bunyi anda dan menikmatinya...betapanya aku rindu masa itu





By the way, guess which part did I sang in the song... :-)