Alone , Thinking and Wondering

Alone in front of my old computer desktop, thinking

What I want in my life is not much, I just want a simple life

I did not wish for anything more, just a simple and happy life

However, it seems I will not have the simple life I want

Eventhough, I know I need to keep on going ( my dad always told me, you still have a long way to go )

I know the fact and I will keep on going no matter what happen

But sometimes, I am just tired of everything that are happening now

Seems to me that it will not have an end or a fullstop for it with the things that is happening to me now

Giving up will never be one of my options eventhough I did wonder about it

As I know, eventhough life is hard, I still need to keep on going which I always take my dad's words for it

I just wonder why all these things are happening to my family and me

I know there is no use wondering but do keep on doing stuffs which are useful to us

Somehow, that what I called life, we know what we are supposed to do but yet we sometimes tend to do the wrong things in our life which I did some wrong decision in my life

To all my friends, appreciate what you have now

Be thankful and grateful with what you have

Be strong when you are facing problem, problem might seems serious but actually it is simple ( on the way of changing my mindset )

Be happy with your friends around you and appreciate them

Be sure in what you want and what you want to do in your life ( don't be like me, always unsure..end up as a failure )

Do things you want to do instead of doing things you need to do ( i am still learning )

Learn to say NO to things you do not want or to do in your life ( i wonder when i can master that skill )

Conclusion, live your life as lively as possible. We only live for once, why don't we make it a meaningful one ?