Well, everyone is leaving back to home tonight. I am back alone in my room and wondering what to do next. I am supposed to pack now but I am lazy, so I just ignore the packing process now. Actually, I suddenly feel sad when I am saying goodbye and Happy Chinese Year to my friends who are leaving tonight. Somehow, I feel lonely as they are gone back to their home and I still have a night to go through before I can head back home. I have a feeling I won't like coming back to NUS after I am back home. There are too many things at home which I can't let go, too many things at home I am worry about. I just wish I can stop my education at NUS and won't be coming back to here anymore. However, I know that I need to stay strong. I will not not give up after being here for more than one semester. I will definitely go through my 4 years of university life with colors. Deep in my heart, I know I have my friends that will be supporting me.
I manage to hear some suprise news again today. However, it do not bother me anymore. I learnt one important lesson after the talk with the person I thank earlier. In life, alot of matters can be viewed in different ways. It is always depend on our mindset, how do you view a particular matter. A problem might seems very serious and big, but if you can look at the problem from another side, the problem is not that serious as you think. There is always another way of viewing a particular problem. The most important thing is we must not be stubborn in what we are doing. We must be flexible as we might just making things getting worse for us by being stubborn. Does it worth it? We know for sure, we have to keep going and stay strong no matter happen. So, why don't we view a particular problem in a different way, in a simpler way instead thinking the problem will get worse day by day. Of course, I know that talking is much more easier than done. However, it is always back to your mindset. If you are able to change it, you will be a better person. As far that I know about myself, I am changing and I am getting better. I can't believe actually things can be solved if you look at different way. As for example, I am actually very down for last week, at the edge of giving up. Then, my friend said to me " Boon Tiong, you can't think that way. Imagine if you give up or collapse, what will happen to your siblings ? You are the one they are holding on. If you give up, who will they will be holding on ? ". My friend's statement wake me up, like giving a slap on my face. She is indeed right. From that moment, I know if I think in that way earlier, I won't be at the edge of giving up. No matter how hard the problem might be, I still need to be strong, at least for the sake of my family. So, why am I making my life so miserable at that particular time, being sad and down for one week ? It won't help in improving the problem I am having now instead I am just wasting my time. Why didn't I do something that is more meaningful ?
I must really thank her for waking me up. Now, I feel much more better. When I am facing a problem now, eventhough I know I will be sad, there is nothing much I can do. The feeling will be there no matter what happen. Why don't I just do somethings that will benefits me instead of keep thinking ? I am glad that I am getting better now. No matter what will happen in the future, I just need to be strong and think positive. Things will just happen naturally sometimes and we just need to brave to face it.
I wish everyone here who are viewing my blog, A HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. Have a nice holiday.
I manage to hear some suprise news again today. However, it do not bother me anymore. I learnt one important lesson after the talk with the person I thank earlier. In life, alot of matters can be viewed in different ways. It is always depend on our mindset, how do you view a particular matter. A problem might seems very serious and big, but if you can look at the problem from another side, the problem is not that serious as you think. There is always another way of viewing a particular problem. The most important thing is we must not be stubborn in what we are doing. We must be flexible as we might just making things getting worse for us by being stubborn. Does it worth it? We know for sure, we have to keep going and stay strong no matter happen. So, why don't we view a particular problem in a different way, in a simpler way instead thinking the problem will get worse day by day. Of course, I know that talking is much more easier than done. However, it is always back to your mindset. If you are able to change it, you will be a better person. As far that I know about myself, I am changing and I am getting better. I can't believe actually things can be solved if you look at different way. As for example, I am actually very down for last week, at the edge of giving up. Then, my friend said to me " Boon Tiong, you can't think that way. Imagine if you give up or collapse, what will happen to your siblings ? You are the one they are holding on. If you give up, who will they will be holding on ? ". My friend's statement wake me up, like giving a slap on my face. She is indeed right. From that moment, I know if I think in that way earlier, I won't be at the edge of giving up. No matter how hard the problem might be, I still need to be strong, at least for the sake of my family. So, why am I making my life so miserable at that particular time, being sad and down for one week ? It won't help in improving the problem I am having now instead I am just wasting my time. Why didn't I do something that is more meaningful ?
I must really thank her for waking me up. Now, I feel much more better. When I am facing a problem now, eventhough I know I will be sad, there is nothing much I can do. The feeling will be there no matter what happen. Why don't I just do somethings that will benefits me instead of keep thinking ? I am glad that I am getting better now. No matter what will happen in the future, I just need to be strong and think positive. Things will just happen naturally sometimes and we just need to brave to face it.
I wish everyone here who are viewing my blog, A HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. Have a nice holiday.
1 comment:
juz a bit o review..
dont think too much. do!!
u muz b strong!!
everyone is holding on u!! *not t b a burden, but view it as how meaningful u r in e family*
lastly, i knoe u r strong.. u juz need t hold on a bit again. so, dont worry. i hav a spare ear here fer u.. :)
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