Today is my first day back home for my Chinese New Year cum midterm holiday break. I have kinda pleasant journey back home. I woke up around 5.45 am, thanks to my two friends who become my alarm clock. If not, I guess I will definitely overslept and be late again. However, I am not the latest to arrive this time but is my other friend which I thought to be a person who is punctual. Four of us then took cab to the Singapore's custom. There, we have to queue for a long time as people are heading back to their hometown as well. We then have our breakfast at mamak stall. It has been a while since I have my breakfast at mamak stall.
The journey back to KL took us around 5 hours. I spend most of my time sleeping in the bus as I slept late a night before. The rest of the time, I am just wondering about a lot of things. Finally, i reached home at around 4.30 pm. I greeted everyone in my family before I enter my room to put my stuffs. Once I am in my room, I locked my door and cried ( some might know the reason why I cried, what I can say is she changed a lot compared to last time ). This is my 3rd time crying for this semester. I used to be a person who hardly cry but somehow the tears just come out from my eyes. I told myself I have to be strong as I have promise myself and my friends who are supporting me. I must keep on stay positive in front of her. I can't let her worry about me.
In the night, we all ( family members ) have our dinner and snacks together. Then, we have a small gambling session with my uncles and cousins. I guess it is common for every family to gamble between themselves during Chinese New Year. It is a time when we all family members can have fun together. Winning or losing does not matter. Indeed, we all have fun together. I hope this happiness last forever for my family.
The journey back to KL took us around 5 hours. I spend most of my time sleeping in the bus as I slept late a night before. The rest of the time, I am just wondering about a lot of things. Finally, i reached home at around 4.30 pm. I greeted everyone in my family before I enter my room to put my stuffs. Once I am in my room, I locked my door and cried ( some might know the reason why I cried, what I can say is she changed a lot compared to last time ). This is my 3rd time crying for this semester. I used to be a person who hardly cry but somehow the tears just come out from my eyes. I told myself I have to be strong as I have promise myself and my friends who are supporting me. I must keep on stay positive in front of her. I can't let her worry about me.
In the night, we all ( family members ) have our dinner and snacks together. Then, we have a small gambling session with my uncles and cousins. I guess it is common for every family to gamble between themselves during Chinese New Year. It is a time when we all family members can have fun together. Winning or losing does not matter. Indeed, we all have fun together. I hope this happiness last forever for my family.
2 comments:
boon tiong, seems like i hav said e wrong thing, havent i?? i asked u t b strong. but not till u cant bear it. cryin is a correct way t let out ur burden. but remember.. anything u cant bear anymore, look fer sb t talk t. remember t let go..
btw, a venerable once said (venerable ajahn brahm): t love is t liberate. so dont b dat sad.. i cant say much. but really.. hold on. :)
No worries, I did look for my best friend to talk about it. Feel much relieved after talking with him. Thx.
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