I am here again start writing blog for a second time. My first blog was deleted as there is too many sad things in the first blog. I was upset and down for previous week. Things keep haunting me and make me worry. I am fortunate to manage to find a friend who is willing to listen to me and advising me. I am grateful that she actually make me feel so relieve. It is good to release everything out. I want thank her again here, a million thank you to you. Then, i remember she telling me one description about real friend. Real friend: True friend in need are friend indeed.
I actually think about the friends that I have here. I seems to have alot of friends according to many people's opinion but they did not realize that most of my friends are my "hi bye" friends. I can only say that I have many friends but how many of them are my true friends ? My fellow coursemates and I very close and always hang around all the time. But deep in my heart, I realize that we might seems very close from outside but the fact is we are not. We do not know each other that well. I might know them abit well regarding their characteristic as I am the kind of person who like to analyze other people's behaviour. People always think that we are very close and seems to be a strong group of friends. My opinion is we are not. We might able to have fun together but NOW, we all are not true friend to each others yet. In my group, they always refer me as the "tiang" of the group, as without me there will not have this group. But I always think that for a group to stay as friends and close, the responsibility is not rely on a person only, it rely on the members of the group as well. If not, that particular group who is so called group of good friends are not real friends. Even for me, I am still wondering whether my true friends lie within this group. They did not give me a feeling that I can talk about my problem to them even though I do talk to them partially sometimes. When I am down or upset, they will not be there for me or I can say that I will hardly find them to talk. I do not want my friends to listen to me as they are just pity me but I want friends who care and willing to listen to me as they understand. The person who I thank earlier is a person used to be my "hi bye" friend but she make me touched as she is willing to listen to me and give me a feeling that she did not listen because she pity me but care as friend. This is what I call true friend: True Friend In Need Are Friend Indeed.
In NUS, I can only say that I have only a few true friends. I can claim myself to be very lonely indeed. However, I shall stay strong and think positive. At least, I still have these few true friends and a good daughter supporting me. I should be very grateful to have them beside me. Thank you.
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I am sorry if I offended anybody especially my group of friends. I am just writing what I think and feel.
I actually think about the friends that I have here. I seems to have alot of friends according to many people's opinion but they did not realize that most of my friends are my "hi bye" friends. I can only say that I have many friends but how many of them are my true friends ? My fellow coursemates and I very close and always hang around all the time. But deep in my heart, I realize that we might seems very close from outside but the fact is we are not. We do not know each other that well. I might know them abit well regarding their characteristic as I am the kind of person who like to analyze other people's behaviour. People always think that we are very close and seems to be a strong group of friends. My opinion is we are not. We might able to have fun together but NOW, we all are not true friend to each others yet. In my group, they always refer me as the "tiang" of the group, as without me there will not have this group. But I always think that for a group to stay as friends and close, the responsibility is not rely on a person only, it rely on the members of the group as well. If not, that particular group who is so called group of good friends are not real friends. Even for me, I am still wondering whether my true friends lie within this group. They did not give me a feeling that I can talk about my problem to them even though I do talk to them partially sometimes. When I am down or upset, they will not be there for me or I can say that I will hardly find them to talk. I do not want my friends to listen to me as they are just pity me but I want friends who care and willing to listen to me as they understand. The person who I thank earlier is a person used to be my "hi bye" friend but she make me touched as she is willing to listen to me and give me a feeling that she did not listen because she pity me but care as friend. This is what I call true friend: True Friend In Need Are Friend Indeed.
In NUS, I can only say that I have only a few true friends. I can claim myself to be very lonely indeed. However, I shall stay strong and think positive. At least, I still have these few true friends and a good daughter supporting me. I should be very grateful to have them beside me. Thank you.
:-)
I am sorry if I offended anybody especially my group of friends. I am just writing what I think and feel.
4 comments:
I am so grateful and proud to have such a great daddy. Hope everything goes on well or better from here!
All the best!
Have a Great Chinese New Year daddy! *hugs* :)
chill. i do have that kinda feeling too. u're not alone. there's nth we can do about it. this thing used to bother me way too much, but after thinking, it's useless actually. so, just, be glad that at least, we have a few true ones.. =)
nice t hear dat u act accepted wad i said.. as wad i said, friends in need r friends indeed. it may sound cliche. but i found mine, u wl find urs!! ^^ juz keep on fighting. everyone is here supporting u..:)
well...sometimes reality of life is like that.
i need frens of quality,not of quantity.
i m not sure my case is it d same as urs.
i used to feel vr lost,esp this semester.whenever i have smtg,conflicts or watever,i totally have no one to talk to.i just can't think of anyone.
but i guess this phenomena is getting better nw.
i guess,u need time to find d kind of frens.
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